Stained Glass Masquerade by Casting Crowns *w/ lyrics*

I remember when I first made the choice of going to church & truly seeking God I felt the same way as the lyrics of this song. The reason I did was because I was living a life I refused to admit was a sin, so I questioned if I was really myself at church would they still have Jesus' love for me? Plus, when they worshiped I wondered what was I missing that I couldn't praise God in the same way they did? I wanted so badly to have that which made them praise God the way that they did. This song reminds me that what we see isn't always what it really is. For all I know maybe it was a "show" I don't know all I know is that I just need to allow for the Holy Spirit to lead ME into praising Him the best way He wants ME to do it. I no longer live in that sin, thank God and have grown to be more comfortable in church. But, recently this song still has some meaning just not in the same way as before, but I will not allow any feelings to jeopardize my relationship with God :)